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She remained perfectly still as she landed. That condition, however, lasted only a moment. Her hands and feet began to slide on the roof’s smooth surface. Her tiny claws automatically extended, making sharp little scrabbling noises against the unyielding material as Shanta slid along it. Banging her knees hard against a protrusion made of the same material, she was able to grab onto it, stopping her slide.

Clinging to the small handhold, she willed her breathing to slow and her heart to stop its racing. She was convinced now that she would be detected. It took her very little effort to bring herself as flat as possible as against the roof’s surface, as she was already hugging it closely. In the dark of the night, they might not see her without actually coming up onto the roof.

With her ear now pressed hard against the surface of the roof, she listened for noises from within. None of the sounds that came to her were unfamiliar. They blended in strange ways, some sounding like the buzz of angry insects, and other noises that she thought she should be able to identify. She lay there for a long while, even past the time when her breath came normally and her heart no longer sped. No one had yet come out from the building to investigate the noise she had made, and she began to believe that she was still safe.

Lifting her head, Shanta attempted to re-orient herself. The gate was now to her left. That meant the possible direction toward Wendy’s home was now behind her. Moving slowly, and keeping her body very close to the surface of the roof, Shanta turned herself and started to pull herself slowly to the opposite edge of the rooftop. Understanding now how to maintain a grip on the smooth material, even if a somewhat tenuous one, she moved more quickly now.

When she reached the edge, she looked down along the vertical edge of the building. Below her was what appeared to be large baskets, but made of the some kind of solid translucent material that she had never seen before. Looking across at the next building, she was certain that she could leap across the distance between them. She hesitated, worried now about how to land without recreating her almost disastrous—and noisy—slide across its surface.

She realized then that it had been the sound of her claws scraping against the hard material that had created most of the noise. Looking down at her hands, she flexed her fingers, trying to decide whether or not she could manage to suppress her instinctive reaction to protract them.

Maybe, she decided.

She felt fairly confident about her ability to do so, but not entirely convinced.

It’s either that or hide up here all night . . .

The latter option she found particularly unappealing.

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She had not thought that she would actually be successful getting inside their village without being detected.

Shanta crouched within the shadows, staring wide-eyed at the inside of the Human village. Although she had glimpsed parts of it through the openings in the fence that surrounded it, she did not understand the purpose of each of the strangely angular buildings. She knew that all of them could not be homes. Nearly all of them had the same shape and, except for the nearly colorless one in which she had seen Wendy many of her days inside of, the colors of each did not seem to have any particular meaning. If there was, Shanta could not fathom it.

Thinking of all of the times that Wendy had left her at the gate, Shanta tried to recall if there was a building to which Wendy most often went. That one was probably her home. Many times, she went to the colorless place, but others she went to very large one where many Humans gathered for meals and their rituals. Shanta guessed that was probably not her home. What other one was it then?

She remembered seeing Wendy walk through the center of the Human village, toward a group of houses not quite visible from the gate.

She might be there.

Once close enough, Shanta was certain that she would detect Wendy’s scent. If she remained on the ground, though, she would almost certainly be seen. Shanta looked upward, toward the flat roofs of the buildings. She had almost never seen the Humans on top of their homes, except in rare cases where it looked as if they were making repairs to them. Shanta could understand that, for there were times when moisture had dripped through holes in their roof during heavy fog storms and one of her older siblings had climbed up to patch it.

Although nearly all of the buildings in the Human village were larger than those in her village, they were not that much taller. Still, they rose higher than she could easily leap. Her eyes spied a trio of large trees which overhung two of the buildings, providing a natural awning. They also, Shanta decided with a smile, might give her a way to reach Wendy’s house without being easily seen.

Making certain that no Humans were nearby, Shanta sprinted for the nearest of the three trees, and was several heights up its trunk before she took two breaths. This brought her nearly to level of the roof of a darkly colored building. She completed her climb more slowly, stopping when she could look down on the top surface of the building. After making certain once more that she had not been seen, Shanta leapt onto the roof.

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That understanding gave her the strength to grip it more tightly, knowing that there was nothing beneath her hands to which she could do harm.

Shanta climbed softly, careful not to disturb the strange mesh too much. She had heard it sing in the wind before, and now wondered how that had been possible. Regardless, she made her way cautiously, knowing that it might betray her presence with a single sound upon the air. She paid no attention to the height as climbed, for she was accustomed to that, it being not all that different from scaling one of the wavya trees.

Reaching the top, she paused for a moment, remaining perfectly still. She peered into the Human village, saw a few of them moving slowly and carefully through the mist, but none appeared to see her, nor did any of them approach. Looking down, she eyed the slender thorns that lined the top of the barrier, studying them carefully. They were as sharp as they had appeared from the ground, no doubt able to pierce her skin easily if she did more than lightly touch them.

Shanta gave the tiny spikes one final look. In a single, smooth motion, she flipped her body over them, clutching now on the other side of the barrier. The fence swayed slightly, emitting a brief series of almost musical sounds before fading into silence. Shanta held her body perfectly, letting it move with the motion of the mesh. Her greater fear remained one of detection over falling, although the distance to the ground below was great enough that she was not certain that would landed without injury.

Again, none of the Humans appeared to see her. The odd sound that had come from the barrier did not seem to be worthy of their attention. Shanta did not know how long that might be true, for she had never seen the Humans leave their fences unguarded for this long before. She moved slowly to the ground, remaining silent as she descended. When she reached the ground, she paused, flexing her fingers, as they had grown cramped from her tight grip on the strange material.

She looked around, still seeing only a few Humans walking in the distance. From their smells, they were not the same ones that she had seen before from her vantage point on the top of the fence. Having made it inside their village now, she actually had no idea where to go next. She had not thought that she would actually be successful.

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No Human appeared near the gate, nor could Shanta smell any in the immediate area. That, too, was unusual. It was not yet late enough at night that they should have all returned to their strangely shaped homes. At that time, there was always one of the Humans somewhere very close to the gate.

Shanta peered through the lattice of the gate. Figures walked about far inside the Human village, but she saw none anywhere near the gate. Tentatively, she reached out and lightly touched the intertwined mesh. It felt cold and smooth, but not harmful to her in any way that she could detect. Still, she did not allow her fingers to rest there for long.

Looking up, she saw the top of the fence that lay several meters above her. Along it rested with much finer strands lined with what appeared to be sharp points, like the thorns of the kamara vine. Shanta hoped that they did not contain the same painful poison as well. Even if they were, she felt certain that she could avoid them—should she be able to climb that high without being noticed.

Cautiously, she wrapped her fingers around the mesh, feeling the smooth texture of the unfamiliar material along the surface of her skin. It felt like no vines that she had ever touched. There was nothing living in its essence, of that much she was certain.

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She stared at the door, knowing that she should latch it, trying to decide between trying to shower away the feel of Pollack’s hands on her or crawling into bed and hoping that that sleep might help erase some of her memories of what had happened. Neither of these, she knew, would help her resolve the renewed conflict of her feelings for Sean. Of course, nothing in the past few weeks had managed to reconcile them either.

Several minutes later, she stood in the shower, just letting the water run down over her naked body. As she had undressed, she had caught sight of her reflection in the bathroom’s small mirror, seeing the long dark bruises forming across her throat. Looking down at herself now, she saw similar ones, less dark, where Tyler had gripped her arms. Down on her inner right thigh was purplish-blue smudge from where Pollack’s hand had been.

In her mind, she might have been able to bury it away, believe that it had never happened. The physical marks on her body, though, were visible reminders of what she had suffered. They would not simply wash away as soon as she applied more soap.

Alone in the shower, Lorelei began to cry, her tears mixing with the droplets coming from the shower head. They flowed with them down the drain, to be recycled with the rest. Soon, they would be shared with everyone. She took no comfort knowing that, the next morning, they might be used to provide water for one of the colony’s fruit trees.

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Shanta studied the gate, sensing that something was wrong. Not long before, she had watched as the thin shining branches that protected the Human village had sparkled. Gone now was the ever-present and barely audible sound like a large nest of lyara beetles. What that meant, Shanta did not know.

What she saw, though, was that there no Humans at the gate. That almost never happened, and then not for very long. None had appeared for a very long time, further adding to the mystery forming in Shanta’s mind.

The Humans had been acting strangely since before the fog storm had arrived.

It’s only a fog storm, Shanta thought. Deeper than most, but only a fog storm.

Although thick mists hugged the ground and hung into the skies, they did little to impede her vision. Nor did they chill her much, for her pelt easily repelled the moisture.

Keeping low and to the shadows, she cautiously approached the gate. Should a Human appear and question her, she could always claim that she was seeking Wendy, although she had not spoken to that Human for several turns. Nor had Wendy come to the village in all that time. That also was unusual.

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She realized then, in a deep way that she never had before, what is was that Sean had done to Shalene. Seeing only his broken body, she had managed to push aside the circumstances under which it had happened.

Fortunately, Before Greg had interrupted their assault on her, Pollack and Tyler had gotten no further than forcibly groping her. From what Lorelei had heard, Sean had gotten only slightly further with Shalene. Before, upon seeing Sean’s battered form, she believed that the young woman had overreacted. Now, Lorelei could understand the violence, however accidental, that such an attack might provoke.

She felt a swell of anger. It was directed not only at Sean, but at herself for sitting with him, trying to coax him out of his coma.

What am I doing?

Already, Lorelei had tried to rationalize it away, explaining it to herself that Sean had turned on Shalene when she had rejected him. It might have been almost any girl in the colony—some of whom might even have been willing partners—but Shalene, he had probably thought, would probably be unlikely to fend off his advances, so a sure thing.

Lorelei found, though, that she could not currently imagine anyone but Sean sharing her bed. He had not been the perfect lover, but there was something about him . . . some hint that he needed her as much as she needed him.

She realized, now, that she would face some kind of criminal charges when he regained consciousness. For her, it had never been a matter of if as it was when. There was no way that she could defend him or what he did. She wondered, though, that when he awakened and provided his side of the story whether her feelings for him would change. Even right that moment, as angry as she was, she knew that she loved him.

That realization stopped her cold.

In love with a attempted rapist. Won’t Mom just love that?

She suspected that her mother was not unaware of how and where she had been spending her time. Her mother, surprisingly, had been somewhat silent on the matter.

Probably still trying to find the right Scripture for it . . .

Lorelei wondered if that was truly the case, though. She had done nothing wrong. Sitting with a gravely injured person was not, the time she checked, in violation of any of the colony’s laws. While people might question her motives for doing so, it was not, she knew, the first time that she had been the subject of colony gossip.

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Greg held out his arm to her. Lorelei surprised herself when she jerked suddenly back from him. Greg studied her for a moment, his mouth working on a frown.

“Let’s go,” he told her softly, and turned, waiting for her to lead the way.

Lorelei began walking, but slowed until Greg was moving too. She kept him slightly ahead of her, where she could see him clearly. Even with him clearly in sight, she could not shake the sensation that someone else followed her in the shadows.

They reached her house to discover that it was dark and empty. The faint chill of its interior told Lorelei that her mother had not been there in some time.

As Greg turned on the lights, he asked her, “Where’s your mother?”

“Probably off praying over someone,” Lorelei responded.

Her tone carried a cutting snideness that she had not really intended. Somewhere inside her, she could feel a burning anger beginning to grow. There was no reason, she knew, that it should be directed at Greg—he had come to her rescue, after all. He just happened to be a convenient target.

Greg studied her curiously for a moment, but said nothing in response. Instead, he went through the small house, ensuring that the other doors were locked.

“Do you want me to stay with you until she gets home?”

“No.”

Lorelei’s reply was a sharp snap.

Greg’s expression betrayed his concern, but again he said nothing about it.

“Come by the clinic tomorrow,” he told her instead. “I want to make sure you’re okay.”

Lorelei opened her mouth to protest, to insist that neither Pollack nor Tyler had managed to get their filthy little dicks inside her, but Greg cut her off.

“I’ll let Wendy know,” he said with a detached, authoritative tone. “She’ll take care of it.”

“Fine,” Lorelei agreed irritably, clearly having no intention of making that visit.

“If you don’t come around by noon,” he went on, ignoring her surly façade, “I’ll have her come here to check on you.”

Lorelei said nothing, but her expression clearly reflected her irritation at being outmaneuvered.

“Okay then,” he conceded, heading for the front entrance. “Keep the doors locked until your mother gets home. I’ll go talk to Security.”

This last made her stomach tighten. It would mean that someone else—probably several someones—would also know what happened to her. Before she could protest, though, Greg was out the door, closing it firmly behind him.

Rather than immediately walking over to latch and lock it, Lorelei just stared at it. Finding herself alone now, she felt a sudden urge to cry. Hot tears leaked from the corners of her eyes. She tried to fight them back, wiping at them angrily as if that small act of defiance might be enough to hold them back.

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She tried to turn her head, to free it so that she could call out for help, tell him to stop. His grip around her neck held it tight, though, as he managed to unfasten his belt. With a quick motion downward, he lowered his pants, exposing his half-erect penis. Even in that state, it was larger than she had expected. She felt a sick feeling in her stomach as it bobbed when he moved in closer.

Pollack’s hand grabbed at her waistband, trying to force is downward. Lorelei struggled, trying to twist away, nearly gagging on the grip against her throat. His hand slipped inside her pants, sliding down between her legs. His fingers probed her. She wanted to scream.

An instant later, she watched, baffled, as he grunted with sudden surprise, his eyes opening wide. A moment after that, he stumbled backward, nearly sprawling in the dirt. The painfully tight grip on her forearms abruptly eased and she swayed, almost losing her balance completely. She looked up to see the face of Greg.

He met her eyes for a only a moment, before ensuring that Tyler had remained away. They outnumbered him two to one, but there was something about the suddenness of his appearance and stern demeanor that must have deterred them.

“Has every young man in the colony lost his mind?” he asked, apparently to no one in particular. Lorelei could hear both the disgust and amazement in his voice.

He half turned toward Pollack.

“Put that thing away or I’ll slice it off with a scalpel.”

Lorelei doubted that he was actually carrying one, but Pollack did not argue. He yanked his pants up with sharp motion that Lorelei suspected might have been painful.

Serves him right . . .

She realized that Greg was looking at her, silently assessing her condition without actually touching her.

“Are you okay?” he asked. His voice carried genuine concern.

Lorelei nodded. “Yeah,” she said, coughing hoarsely against her bruised throat. “He didn’t . . . get very far.”

“Let me take you to the clinic,” he offered, holding out his hand to her.

Lorelei shook her head. “I’m fine,” she said. “I’d rather go home.”

Greg’s mouth moved uncertainly, and then he nodded, letting out a slow breath. “Okay,” he told her. “I’ll walk with you.”

Lorelei gave him a faint smile of gratitude. She turned and looked in the direction of her house, realizing that Tyler and Pollack had run off.

Greg must have read her expression.

“Don’t worry,” he reassured her. “They can’t go anywhere. I’ll deal with them once you’re home and safe.”

Lorelei slowly nodded her understanding. However, the shadows around her regained some of their earlier menace.

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Several meters ahead of her, a young couple, their arms snuggled around each other, walked slowly across the compound. It was only then that Lorelei realized that she had not spent any time with anyone but Sean since she had seen him transported on the ambulance. While she could not claim that she missed the human contact, or even the sex, both seemed of secondary importance now.

As Lorelei walked through the shadows that filled the middle of the compound, she became aware of footfalls from somewhere behind her. She hesitated, slowing, and turned her head to see who it might be. Nothing was revealed in the shadows, but she became aware that there were two sets of footsteps. Pausing for only a moment, she listened to see whether they were retreating or growing nearer.

From what she could tell, they seemed to be coming closer.

It’s probably nothing, she told herself. Probably someone else heading home in the dark.

Nevertheless, she began to walk a little faster, balling her hands into fists in the pockets of her jacket. The footsteps grew closer, increasing their pace to match her own. Lorelei fought the urge to run, afraid she might trip over something in the dark, making the situation worse.

She felt a sudden presence on her right. Before she could turn to look, a male voice called out to her in a low, casual tone.

“Hey, Lorie,” it said. “Wait up.”

Lorelei slowed, but only because a new presence on her left now blocked her way. Peering at their faces, she recognized Pollack and Tyler, both about her age. Neither of them had interested her, chiefly because they tended to behave like ill-bred barbarians. It was a trait, Lorelei suspected, shared by most males their ages, but these two were among the half-dozen or so worse offenders of the group.

“I’m on my way home,” she explained, hoping her firm tone might be enough to dissuade them from annoying her any more than necessary.

“You shouldn’t be out walking alone,” Tyler suggested warningly.

“I was visiting Sean.”

This brought an unexpected snicker from the two young men.

“I’d think you’d want to be getting it from someone a little more . . . awake,” Pollack remarked snidely. A narrow smile formed on his lips. “I’m available.”

“Go to hell,” Lorelei whispered hoarsely.

“Good thing I don’t believe in one,” Pollack grinned, his teeth shining in the dark.

Lorelei turned to run, only to have Tyler grab her arms, holding her firmly in place. He was at least two centimeters taller and 20 kilograms heavier than she was. She considered screaming for help, but her voice cut out with surprise as she felt Pollack’s hands massage her breasts from underneath her jacket.

One of his hands came up to cover her mouth before she could react. It pressed the back of her head firmly against Tyler’s chest. His other hand groped down between her legs. She squealed behind his hand, trying to squirm away. The fingers of the hand between her legs just pressed harder.

“We’ll take turns,” Pollack told her in a soft, casually menacing tone. “I’ll bet you’d like that.”

Lorelei twisted her head, trying to break free of the hand that covered her mouth. She suddenly remembered a trick that someone had once told her about—or had she read about it somewhere? Quickly working up a mouthful of saliva, she ran the surface of her tongue across Pollack’s palm. As expected, he reacted with surprise, pulling back his hand in disgust. Lorelei took a quick intake of breath in order to scream, but it was abruptly cut off as Pollack’s hand fastened tight around her throat.

“You’ll pay for that,” he hissed. “Try that again and you’ll never speak again.”

Lorelei tried to swallow past the constriction in her throat. Pollack’s other hand had left her breasts and was now fumbling at his belt. For whatever reason, he seemed determined to do this.

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Lorelei walked through the darkened compounds, back toward the house that she shared with her mother. After sitting with Sean, it always took her some time to realign to the reality around her. She tried to remember what day it was and whether her mother would be there when she arrived.

The time she had spent away at Sean’s side had been a welcome respite from her mother’s constant proselytizing. Lorelei had been surprised, though, to discover what comfort some of her mother’s words had been during the first days when it was unknown whether or not Sean would survive. She still believed her mother’s Bible to be full of historically questionable events and ridiculously improbable metaphors, but she had begun to wonder whether there might not be something of value in it.

She caught herself in mid-thought, dismissing the notion as a symptom of hunger and fatigue. Sleep, she knew she was lacking. She could not, however, remember when she had eaten last. There were vague memories of a breakfast. She recalled Georgia asking her about a sandwich, but she had no memory of whether or not she had eaten it. Even if she had, Lorelei realized, she had definitely not eaten much that day.

I need to remember to bring snacks or something.

Doing so, she thought, might help make Sean’s grandfather feel that her visits were less of an imposition. Although his demeanor toward her had thawed over the past few weeks, it was no spring thaw. It was, however, no longer the glacial iciness with which he had once regarded her. Georgia had something to do with that, Lorelei was certain, although she did not know exactly what. Lorelei remembered Georgia all but dragging Trenton away during her first visit with Sean.

She must have said something to him . . .

Lorelei could not imagine what it was. She had no special relationship with the old woman. Nor did she believe that Georgia knew anything about her—apart from the common rumors around the colony about her behavior.

Why would she stand up for me then? I used Sean for sex and then dumped him.

Which led her, once again, to the matter of why she would willingly spend her time sitting by Sean’s bedside. It was a question that, even during all of their silent hours together, that she had been reluctant to explore.

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Trenton stared at the steaming mug, suddenly struck by how much Georgia reminded him of his mother and, in some of the same ways, Edith.

That’s probably why I’ve tried to keep her at a distance, he acknowledged with rueful recognition. Instead of marrying her.

That conclusion, unbidden, stopped his musings like a sudden collision with a ten-ton boulder. Yet, he felt a strange and calm sense of acceptance. A thought that should have alarmed him beyond all reason instead seemed to be the only right one.

I’m having a stroke . . .

Trenton considered that possibility with only a touch of macabre humor. Nonetheless, he checked his vision and dexterity to be certain that it was not the case.

He found that could not deny it. Almost realizing it, he had come to schedule his days around the times when Georgia might arrive, making certain not only that he was home, but also clean and shaved. Days when she did not come, even if he knew that she was all right, felt somehow emptier.

She’d be marrying a corpse, he argued with himself, finding that he did not entirely believe it. I might still have twenty or thirty years left in him—or I might not. Most likely not.

One thing that the plague had reminded the colony of was that life could be taken from them at any time, regardless of their current age and state of fitness.

Trenton looked toward the room where Sean lay, remembering his grandson’s parents—his own daughter and son-in-law, both taken from this life far too soon by that same virus. For a moment, the familiar melancholy that accompanied those memories threatened to overtake him. Trenton forced it away, driving it back with his need to be there for Sean—now even more than he had ever been before.

His fingertips brushed the surface of the plate and he realized with a start that he had managed to eat the entire sandwich and all of the fruit while lost in his ruminations. For some reason, that made him feel better, almost amused. He was still alive . . . and apparently with a healthy appetite.

He yawned and realized that he was also tired. It had been a long day, as many had been since Sean had been brought home, but this one suddenly seemed a little better somehow.

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Lorelei sat with Sean for more than three hours before Trenton finally sent her away. He felt mildly guilty about that, but it was now past time for his dinner and, frankly, he was not quite yet ready to be that gracious with the young woman enough to ask her to stay. His request was polite, but firm. Nonetheless, she hesitated for a long moment, staring down at Sean, before she rose from the chair. She looked exhausted and Trenton wondered how much she had slept since it had happened. He knew that he was running on an ongoing deficit, despite Georgia’s best efforts.

He closed the front door behind Lorelei, watching her until she faded into the shadows of the compound. Suddenly, preparing a meal suddenly felt like too much effort. A cup of tea he thought he could manage, and then he would head off for bed.

Opening the refrigerator to see whether there was any milk remaining, he found a plate with a sandwich prepared on it, along with several slices of fruit. Stuck into one triangular half of the sandwich was a small sign that read: EAT ME. On the other was a similar one, but the lettering on it said: . . . OR ELSE.

Trenton could not hold back the quiet laugh the tiny notes elicited.

Where have I seen that before? Alice in Wonderland?

He had a fleeting memory of a very, very old film done with old-style animation . . .

There was no doubt in his mind who had left the sandwich. He just wondered when she had managed to pull it off without him noticing.

Chuckling softly, and wearing a smile that he did not notice until too late, he removed the platter and placed it on the counter, remembering then why he had gone looking into the refrigerator in the first place. He returned to it, saw that a small amount of milk remained, and made a quick mental note to get some more as he removed the container from its shelf.

The kettle signaled its readiness. He poured the water into his mug and waited for the tea to steep. Picking off a piece from the corner of the sandwich, he chewed it slowly, wondering how Georgia managed to make them taste so much better with the same ingredients.

TLC, his mother had used to say. Tender loving care. That had been her secret ingredient in places other than simply the kitchen. It had been part of the antibiotic ointment when he had suffered scrapes, and even somehow magically added to the adhesives used in his childhood craft projects.

It’s been a long time since I thought of that, Trenton mused as he took another bite from the sandwich. Or her.

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Trenton found himself staring, uncertain what to think. He had formed an image of this young woman in his mind—not without cause, he reminded himself—yet here she was, acting in a manner that he would not have imagined. The urge to pull her away from Sean vanished, leaving something else in its place. It took him a long moment to recognize it for what it was. It was hope.

He felt a gentle tugging on his arm. It was subtle, but insistent. Trenton looked down to find Georgia, trying to silently gesture him away, nodding her head toward the doorway. His eyes turned back to Sean, in insensate repose as before. Lorelei was still there, murmuring to him while she brushed an errant strand of hair from Sean’s forehead.

“Come on, Trenton,” Georgia whispered, pulling gently again on his arm. “Leave the young folks alone for a bit.”

Trenton turned his head to look at her. There was the barest trace of a smile as she said it, something that Trenton had not seen on her face for several days. With less hesitation than he had felt in any the days since Sean had been brought home, he allowed Georgia to lead him down the hallway and toward the kitchen.

Two steaming mugs of tea awaited them there. Trenton held out a chair for Georgia and then took the chair next to hers. He wrapped his hands around the mug, as if needing its warmth, but what he really sought was the feeling of something familiar and substantial.

“Trenton?” Georgia’s voice was soft, but laden with concern.

He looked toward her, finding her eyes.

“Don’t question it,” she offered quietly. “This might be just what she needs to find herself.”

Trenton felt a spark of the old anger. His mouth began to open, but Georgia quenched that ember before it could reignite Trenton’s not-so-buried fury.

“And she just might be the one who brings Sean back to us.”

Trenton stared back to Georgia, hearing the hopeful assurance in her words.

“You threatening him with a whuppin’ certainly isn’t going to.”

Trenton opened his mouth again to protest. He then saw that Georgia was teasing him. He relaxed, giving her the smallest of smiles and raised the mug to his lips.

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Georgia had been a constant presence as well. She said very little, encouraging him to eat solely by placing food before him, but not pressuring him to consume it right then. Occasionally, she assisted him in bathing Sean or changing his sheets or clothes, again by silently inserting herself into the task. Sometimes, she merely sat beside Trenton, taking his hand gently from time to time, and making no demands.

Trenton heard a soft knock at the doorway. He turned, expecting to find Georgia there. Instead, his expression deepened into a scowl when he recognized who stood there.

Although their visits had become less frequent during the past few days, nearly all of Sean’s friends had come by to at least see him, if not speak to him. He had responded to none of them, much to Trenton’s disappointment, but he was not truly surprised. A few of them had not come at all. This young woman was one of them.

Lorelei waited there silently. Her face and the small motions of her hands and legs betrayed her unease. A surge of new anger flared through Trenton, something he had not felt in several days.

It’s been two weeks. All of his friends have come by, but the one who had gotten him into her bed couldn’t be bothered for two weeks?

He fought back the anger before he tried to speak. Inside, he was torn between venting his opinion aloud before sending her away and simply dismissing her outright. Not certain that he had made his decision, he opened his mouth and was stopped by Georgia’s appearance in the doorway.

“Let the girl come in, Trenton,” Georgia told him quietly.

There was a firm assurance in her soft tone that stilled Trenton’s tongue. Trenton nodded once, sharply. Lorelei hesitated, but responded to a gentle nudge by Georgia from behind her. Lorelei watched Trenton warily as she slowly approached Sean, keeping as much distance as she could between the old man and herself. Trenton’s gaze never left her; his eyes remained fixed on hers during her entire short journey from the doorway to Sean’s bedside.

Lorelei turned away, but Trenton could still see her face as she looked down at Sean. His eyes followed hers, seeing what hers would.

The hue of the worst of the bruises had transformed to an ugly yellowish-gray. Greg had reassured him that this was perfectly normal, however unpleasant they might appear. Most had faded to dull red patches, barely noticeable from a distance.

Lorelei stood there, her head tilted downward, staring down at Sean for a long time in silence. It startled Trenton then, when Lorelei lifted her head, to see long trails of fresh tears running down the young woman’s face. Without looking at Trenton, she lowered herself slowly to her knees beside Sean’s bed.

She raised her hand and, with trembling fingers, tentatively caressed the line of Sean’s right cheek. Although Sean did not react, she repeated the motion again. Trenton saw her lips move as she whispered something that he could not hear. Her hand then moved to Sean’s, carefully avoiding the intravenous tubes that ran along it. With deliberate gentleness, she stroked the back of his hand, along his fingers, all of the time still whispering softly to him.

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Maybe . . . she thought drowsily.

Wendy blinked, and then squinted at the sudden bright light in her eyes. Turning her head away from it, she became vaguely aware that she had fallen asleep at her desk. Her back felt uncomfortably rigid and she was cold. The temperature had dropped outside while she had dozed. Glancing at the clock, she saw that she had slept about two hours.

She arose stiffly, feeling joints and muscles throughout her body complain. Heading toward one of the examination cubicles, she made a detour at the bathroom stall to empty her bladder. It had awakened shortly after she had and was making its demands known.

Deciding that she was too tired to struggle with the crates again, she pulled two blankets from the storage cabinet instead. Wrapping herself in them, she laid across one of the examination tables. Turning her head away from the source of light coming from her tiny office space, she was asleep again within moments.

#

Trenton sat at his grandson’s bedside, trying to decide how to feel. He was unfair to blame the girl, Shalene, he knew. She had only defended herself against a foolish, drunken attack. Anyone else might have caused the same harm as well. It was, according to the doctors, as much his tumble down the stairs as the blow to his head that had done the damage. Seeing the boy laying helpless like that now, it was difficult for Trenton to aim his anger there, however warranted that might be.

Sean’s breathing was regular, if shallow. His expression appeared to be at peace, rather than slack, which gave Trenton hope. With the medical equipment that continued to function, Greg had reported that there seemed to be some brain activity, which was a good sign. However long this coma might last, however, was anyone’s guess.

“Brain injuries are like that,” Greg had said. “Even if we still had the best equipment, I doubt that we would know any more than with what we have.” Greg’s lips had formed a grim line. “He’ll wake up when he’s ready. That’s all we can do.”

More than two weeks had passed and Sean had shown no further signs of being ready. Both Greg and Wendy had confirmed that the swelling of his brain had gone down, enough so that neither of them believed that it required around-the-clock monitoring. At least one of them, though, stopped by at least three times a day to verify Sean’s vital signs and, Trenton suspected, to check on him as well.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

Wendy lugged the two crates outside the front door and then went around behind the house to get the cart. She noted, but was not surprised, to see no other colonists walking about in the night. That was not uncommon, as the colonists typically remained in their homes at night. Those who did not, tended to gather at the dining hall. In that, she was partly relieved, for it saved her from having to answer questions that she was not yet ready to answer. She hoped that would remain the case until she reached the clinic. It was not far, but passed through a common section of the compound where she might be seen.

She loaded the two crates into the cart without much trouble, but grateful to have the cart. Just the small effort she had made so far had tired her, so now doubted that she could have carried them both alone without it. After making certain that they were secure, as the last thing she wanted was them falling out halfway to her destination, she started the cart and headed toward the clinic.

The cart’s engine was almost silent. Most of the noise it generated came from the sound of the earth beneath its tires. In the quiet darkness of the night, it seemed unnaturally to Wendy. In reality, she suspected, no one else would hear it unless they were specifically listening for it. She left the headlights off, judging that there was enough reflected light for her to see by. It would help her remain somewhat anonymous as she travelled through the compound and, if she should manage to collide with someone at the cart’s slow speed, it was unlikely that she would do more harm than to bruise them.

Wendy reached the clinic without incident and pulled the cart around to the rear door, out of sight from anyone casually passing by. Shutting off the engine, she climbed out of the driver’s seat and approached the door. She fumbled several attempts in the dark before getting it unlatched and open. The interior of clinic was dark, as she expected, but she decided not to turn on any lights, not yet.

Getting the crates transferred from the cart into the clinic proved to be slightly more difficult than loading them. She guessed that what remained of her previously adrenaline-fueled anger had fled, leaving her with even less strength than before. It took significant effort, but she finally managed it, swearing softly that she had gotten those same crates out of the clinic the same way just a few days earlier.

Shoving the crates into one of the examination cubicles, she latched and locked the door. Only then did she turn on the small overhead light above her desk. She checked to make certain that the small window was covered. With the rest of the clinic in darkness, there was no reason for anyone to suspect that she was inside.

She leaned back in the chair, breathing a deep sigh, and closed her eyes. Trying to summon forth any emotions, all she found was exhaustion. All she could think of was wrapping herself in some of the blankets from the crate and going to sleep on one of the examination tables. They might still smell of David and, even if he could not be there to comfort her, maybe his presence in that way might be enough.

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There was really nothing to prevent her from sleeping here, aside from having removed all of the bedding. She could stand up to Greg and tell him that she would be leaving in the morning. He would probably agree, even if with cool reluctance, but there was a part of her that just could not face him again. So, Wendy pondered where it was that she could go.

There was a definite urge to flee to David’s arms, to lose herself in him and his body. As he was young and single, though, he lived in barracks-style housing with three other men. Her appearing there at this hour of the night would not only be viewed as inappropriate, it would almost certainly dissolve what little discretion might remain in their relationship.

She had a few friends in the colony that she could impose on for the night, but she was reluctant to do so. Although almost all of them would do so without hesitation, she was not ready to deal with their questions. However accepting they might be of her and her situation, Wendy knew that she did not come off as being particularly virtuous. She also did not want to force any of them into taking sides between her and Greg—at least not yet.

The clinic.

There was a spare cot in the supply closet. She had stored it there for time when she needed to monitor patients or experiments overnight.

If it’s too hard to get out, the exam beds aren’t so bad either.

She knew for certain that there were spare blankets in one of the cabinets. Someone might wonder why the clinic’s lights were that late at night, but it was the best solution that she could think of until she could figure something else out in the morning. It would be warm and there were toilet facilities.

With some effort, she dragged the two crates into the hallway and toward the common area. Greg was gone, either sequestered in his own room or had left the house, she guessed. She felt a renewed glow of anger.

He could have at least offered to help me with these damned crates . . .

Wendy was certain that she could not easily carry them both to the clinic at the same time by herself. She wanted to avoid a second trip, though, unwilling to face Greg or, worse yet, finding already Rachel there with him when she returned.

Bitch. Young little red-haired bitch.

Wendy knew that her feelings toward the young woman were both uncharitable and unwarranted.

Well, maybe not completely unwarranted, she decided.

She remembered then that they still had the small cart that she had used to move from equipment from the clinic to the house for cleaning and repair. She had originally planned to return it in the morning.

And so I will . . . she concluded with a faint smile.

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“No,” she finally whispered. “It’s not.”

“That young kid? The guard?”

Wendy’s voice was soft and quiet as she answered him. “No.”

This seemed to surprise Greg. His eyes widened and his eyebrows rose slightly. Wendy realized how it must sound.

“It wasn’t like that,” she protested quickly protested, her voice rising. “I was going to tell you,” she went on, the words tumbling out in a hurried stream. “I didn’t . . . the father isn’t . . .”

All of the emotions of the past several weeks caught up with her then and she burst into tears. The rest of her words were trapped behind sobs that shook her entire body. When it became evident that Greg was not going to comfort her—he just sat and regarded her with a steady, dispassionate stare—Wendy hugged herself tightly, riding out the emotional storm until it passed.

When it finally did, she sniffed back the remaining tears, and swallowed hard. She glared at Greg through swollen eyes, convinced that she had made the right choice.

Insensitive bastard. He could have at least tried . . .

She turned abruptly away from him and let her arms fall to her sides, not realizing her hands where clenched into fists. Greg continued to watch her, his expression cold and unreadable. If he was angry with her, he refused to let her see it.

“I’ll get my things,” Wendy said, her voice hoarse and low.

“Yes,” Greg agreed, finally taking his eyes from her. Although Wendy could not be certain, she thought she heard an edge of ice in his tone.

Wendy rose from the chair and glanced once more at Greg. He seemed unwilling to give her any more of his attention. Releasing a quiet, but audible, breath of angry frustration, she turned away and headed for her bedroom.

She pulled out two storage crates beneath her bed and, without looking to see what they might already contain, began cramming her belongings into them. For the unorganized mess that the small room held, there were fewer items that she expected. The bedding she included as well, realizing belatedly that it was because it still smelled of David, and not for any practical reason. A new set could easily be obtained from community storage.

If there were possessions that she wanted from anywhere else in the house, she would deal with them later. She could ask Greg for them or simply replace them, depending on their personal importance to her. It made her wonder how much of a jerk he was going to be about all this.

It’s not like he’s been leading an exactly honorable and chaste life . . .

Their close relationship had been over for some time, she knew. For some reason, though, that understanding did little to ease her pain at that moment. She wanted to be angry with Greg, but she knew that she was just as much at fault. There were reasons that she had tried to hide her pregnancy from him, and for not choosing him to be the father. The issues behind them she had never chosen to discuss with him. She had just . . . what? Played along, hoping that it would somehow turn out all right?

She blinked back tears as continued to shove items into the crates. They were both nearly full now, mostly from the bedding. She slammed one closed and latched it. Turning, she sat down on it and lowered her head with a low sigh. She was tired—physically tired and emotionally drained. What she really wanted now was sleep, to try to discount these events in a few hours of oblivion.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

Shanta’s large eyes moved away from hers. “I do not understand. Perhaps an Elder would.”

I doubt it, Wendy considered silently, suddenly just how complex human relationships—her relationships—could be.

“Could be,” Wendy agreed, while silently hoping that the young [alien] would not ask one about it. “But you probably don’t want to ask one.”

The young [alien]’s look of surprise was evident. At first, Wendy was not certain she had accidentally an insult, or that the [alien] was shocked by the inferred warning.

“I would not.” Shanta’s response was quick and emphatic. “It would not be . . . appropriate,” she said, stumbling slightly over the word. “Many Elders view many of your ways as . . . perverted.”

Wendy barely suppressed her chuckle that time.

I’m sure they do.

Shanta stared at her once again at the strange sound.

“Yes, Shanta,” Wendy said, giving the young [alien] a small smile. “That is the correct word this time.”

#

“When were you going to tell me?”

Greg’s tone was even, but carried the faint hint of a chill in it.

Wendy could not meet his eyes.

“When I was sure,” she lied.

She had been as certain as she could be that the pregnancy had taken hold for several weeks now. Her delay in informing Greg of it had been driven by something else entirely. She wondered then how long it had been since he had noticed the physical changes in her and had also not raised the subject.

He was probably waiting for me to.

“I know it’s not mine,” he said. His tone did not seem to change. Although there was, perhaps, Wendy thought, an undertone of resignation to it.

A hard knot formed around Wendy’s stomach. She knew that she could potentially delay his discovery of this up until the day the child was born. There were at least half a dozen qualified midwives among the colonists, but Greg was the only other registered physician. The moment he completed the gene typing of the baby, he would know.

How had he found out already?

She turned to him, unwilling to admit it aloud, but unable to deny it.

“I haven’t forgotten my shots,” he told her. His eyes betrayed the spark of anger that his voice did not convey. “Not in several months.”

Wendy could not take her eyes away from him. She felt small tears at their corners, but slowly blinked them away.

Of course not, she wanted to snap angrily. You’ve been screwing Rachel and god knows who else.

She also knew that she could not, for her own conscience was hardly clean on the matter. Although she had limited her illicit dalliances to David, she suspected that she had not been nearly as discreet as she had needed to be. That Greg might have discovered that relationship would not have been all that difficult for him—had he really wanted to know.

Wendy took a slow deep breath, unable to make it sound like anything other than a sigh. Whether Greg knew about her relationship with David or not, it was not going to make the next part of this conversation any easier.

Shattered Bonds {continued)

Wendy could tell from the young [alien]’s expression that she still did not understand. She frowned, her mouth working from side to side as she tried to find other words that might help explain it.

“It means . . .” Wendy started, and then trailed off, thinking about for a moment again before continuing. “It’s a word people use when they don’t approve of something that someone else does,” she explained. “But that doesn’t mean that everyone believes that way.”

Even as she offered that explanation, she was reminded of what had precipitated the entire discussion in the first place. She tried to ignore the renewed tingling in her cheeks and stomach.

Shanta considered this for a long moment.

“Everyone in your village does not behave the same way?”

“There are a lot of us here,” Wendy replied. “And not everyone thinks the same way about some things.”

She knew that it sounded hopelessly vague, but felt that was the best she could without going into specifics—and that was something that she definitely did not want to do.

The young [alien} was silent for a long time before she spoke again.

“It must be very confusing.”

“Yes,” Wendy agreed, chuckling softly. “It can be.”

“I don’t think I would like it,” Shanta announced. “Our way is better.”

Wendy opened her mouth to protest, and then closed it slowly without saying a word. The circumstances and two societies were completely different. If Shanta wanted to believe that hers was better, then there was probably no harm in that. It was not as if the [aliens] were likely to mount up some kind of religious crusade against the humans.

We already have people like Xei Ling for that . . .

“It just might be,” Wendy agreed, giving Shanta a gracious smile. Silently, she prayed that the young [alien] would drop the matter.

Her wish appeared to have been granted until Shanta spoke again.

“Will you restrain your mate the next time you Bond with him then?”

Wendy tried not to groan aloud with frustration.

“Probably not,” she said.

That seemed to comfort the young [alien] somehow.

It was the truth. While it had made for an entertaining start to their long night of passion, Wendy saw no reason to use the same technique again the next time they were together in bed. She conceded to herself, though, that if David suggested it, she would probably not refuse.

Assuming that there is a next time . . .

“But you will Bond with him again?”

“I hope so,” Wendy replied. “But it’s also up to him.”

“But you are the female,” Shanta said.

Wendy looked down at the young [alien].

Is she confused? Or scolding me?

“Yes,” Wendy agreed. There was slight hesitation in her tone.

“Then he must comply.”

Wendy tried not to react. “It’s a little different among us—among humans,” she offered. “Both . . . mates need to agree to it.”

“Is that not more complicated?”

“It can be,” Wendy agreed. “But it can also prevent . . . problems.”

She really did not want to have to explain the concept of rape to the young [alien]. She did not know if the [aliens] even had a word for it. If it had ever happened among them, they had never spoken of it in Wendy’s presence.

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You shouldn’t have observed it the first time, Wendy wanted to retort, but she could not find a more polite way to say it aloud.

She settled for, “I don’t think that will be possible.”

Wendy read the young [alien]’s expression as disappointment.

“Shanta,” Wendy explained gently, feeling oddly mildly guilty. “We—most humans—don’t like to be watched when we . . . Bond.”

Shanta’s head tilted again. “It the same among the [] as well. It is considered . . .”

“Rude?” Wendy offered.

Muscles in the [alien]’s face moved. “No,” she finally said. “It is . . . perverted.”

Wendy’s eyes grew wide and her eyebrows rose. When the initial shock wore out, she tried very hard not laugh.

“Shanta,” she choked back a giggle, “where did you hear that word?”

“From a female Human,” Shanta replied, very matter-of-factly. “The one that bore Lor’lei and her litter.”

Wendy managed to mostly not roll her eyes.

Of course. Who else? She suppressed a sigh. I wonder who she was going off about now . . .

“Um,” Wendy said, biting down on her lower against a snicker. “I’m not sure that’s the right word.”

She realized that Shanta was staring at her, apparently seeking an explanation and, possibly, the correct Human term.

“Is it forbidden?” she asked Shanta.

“It is not done.”

Wendy’s lips formed a tight line, trying not to show her frustration at the young [alien]’s rather unhelpful explanation.

“Why not?”

It was Shanta’s turn to pause before answering.

“Because once they are Bonded, no mate would want another.”

Wendy nodded. That made sense to her, based on what she understood of [alien] mating physiology.

“What about before they Bond?”

Shanta appeared to consider this for a moment. “It has never been spoken of.”

To you, anyway, Wendy remarked silently.

Since Shanta was young, it was entirely likely that she had not been exposed to any discussions that covered deviant sexual behavior in her society. If Wendy was right, though, Shanta should be approaching the [alien] equivalent of puberty.

I wonder who handles “The Talk” in their families? Wendy guessed, based on her understanding of [alien] society, it was probably the mother. Do they even have “The Talk”?

Many cultures on Earth, from what she had read, had specific rituals and ceremonies when a young man or woman passed from childhood to adulthood. For females, it might be the first onset on menses, marking their transition to reproductive maturity. Or it might be predicated upon reaching a certain age or achieving a specific accomplishment. In many primitive hunting tribes, the male child was required to complete his first successful kill during a hunt before he would be permitted to pass into manhood.

“I’m still not sure that ‘perverted’ is the right word,” Wendy said, stumbling slightly over the term. “It means . . . something that people don’t believe should be done.”

“It is not done,” Shanta repeated.

“I mean in a bad way,” Wendy explained, beginning to see that the nuances of certain human words might be more than just a little difficult to explain to the rather direct and plain-spoken [aliens].

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Standing there in the doorway of the bathroom, she hesitated. Her need was different now. Making her way back down the short hallway, she did not know whether she would stop or continue on to the kitchen. At the open bedroom door, she paused, studying the smoothly muscled contours of of David’s back. Faint parallel lines run down its length, put there, she knew, by herself during ones of their more vigorous exhibitions of passion.

She slowly entered the room, closing the door behind her. The earlier chill she had felt returned for a moment and then passed. She let the robe fall to the ground and climbed back onto the bed. With slow, careful movements, she nestled up behind David. He murmured a short burst of noises deep in his throat, but stirred only slightly. It was enough though, Wendy realized, for her to snuggle in even closer to him.

His flesh was warm against her skin. He smelled of male musk and perspiration. She breathed it in with a deep sigh and closed her eyes. Before long, she slept again. David’s arms were not wrapped around her, but, for the moment, it was enough.

#

“Do you always restrain your males before you Bond with them?”

Wendy stared at Shanta. It took a moment before she could find her voice. Even when she did, it came out unnaturally high and faint.

“What . . .” she swallowed and started again. “What do you mean?”

“Last night, with the security man David,” she explained. “You restrained him . . . to the sleeping platform, before Bonding with him.”

Wendy felt fire along her cheeks.

Oh gods, she wondered with frantic embarrassment. What else did she see?

“No,” Wendy finally answered, taking a slow, calming breath. “It’s just something we do sometimes, um, for fun.”

Shanta cocked her head, studying Wendy’s expression. There was no doubt in Wendy’s mind that the young alien could see the bright glow of her cheeks.

“It brings you pleasure then?”

That’s one of way of putting it . . .

Wendy really wanted to change the subject, but she was afraid the inquisitive young [alien] might find someone else to ask.

That’s just what I need . . .

“Um,” she stalled, trying to find some kind of explanation that might not lead to just more questions. “It can.”

“Then it is not required for Bonding?”

“No.”

Please, please, please, let that be the end of it.

“Do other Human mates do it?”

Wendy started to explain that she and David were not “mates”, but stopped herself, not wanting to explore a new set of awkward questions about her relationship with the young security guard.

“I suppose so,” Wendy replied in what she hoped was a sufficiently non-committal tone.

She knew of at least one couple among the colonists who did—or had—at least based on a certain emergency call that she had received one evening a few years ago. She suspected at least one other pair, possibly even a mutual quartet, who did, but she had only inferences and innuendo as proof. Greg had humored her with it a few times early on in their relationship, but seemed otherwise uninterested. David had surprised her. Once he had gotten over his initial unease, he to appear the practice with enthusiasm.

“I would like to observe it again,” Shanta announced. “With other mates.”

Wendy looked around awkwardly, trying at the same time not to burst out laughing or insist energetically that the young [alien] drop the subject.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

Wendy rose and slipped into her robe, out of habit more than from any need for modesty. There was no part of her body that was a mystery to David now. Opening the door slowly, gritting her teeth as the hinges protested softly, she left it open as she padded down the hallway toward the bathroom.

Maybe I should make some coffee or something . . .

It was an acceptable enough idea, but what she really wanted to do was to return to her bed and snuggle close to David’s warm body, whether he awakened or not. She told herself that she would decide between that option and the shower after she had taken care of her bladder’s suddenly insistent demands.

Letting the robe fall, she wondered if she looked as disheveled as she felt. She felt more curious than embarrassed by it. There were undoubtedly snarls in her hair that she would have to brush out after she had washed it. Although she was barely aware of it, she knew that anyone else would detect the heavy scent of sex on her. Thinking of it somewhat clinically, she understood that the mixing of bodily fluids was not a particularly clean or hygienic activity.

That didn’t seem to be a major concern last night . . .

Her thoughts drifted toward several acts she would not mind repeating from the night before.

What is with you?

She tried to feel guilty about it, but found that the feeling did not sustain itself for long.

Who am I hurting, exactly? Not David, I don’t think. And certainly not me.

Even if this proved to be a short-lived dalliance between the two of them, it boosted her self-image to know that not only was she desirable while pregnant, but also at nearly forty years old. There had been nothing in David’s performance to indicate that he had any issues with her age. All of her parts worked as expected, no differently that she could tell from when she had been ten years younger, or when she and Greg had first . . .

She shut off that thought at the first sharp pang of guilt. Sliding back into her robe, she hugged her arms around her middle, trying to ward off the chill that she knew came only from the inside. She forgot about the shower. All she wanted now was to feel David’s arms wrapped around her. Even if they did not make love again, she wanted to feel the warm comfort of his touch.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

To her surprise, she found herself growing newly aroused at her memories of the night. She had thought herself to be sufficiently sated to hold her for quite some time. That, apparently, was not the case. Well, she realized, it was—and it was not. What she was discovering was that she apparently had the capacity for still more.

Gods, do all pregnant women get this way?

It was not a question that she had ever asked any of them, nor had it ever come up in conversation during their checkups. Wendy vaguely recalled something from her medical training about the increased hormonal levels possibly contributing to it, but she had dismissed it as ridiculous, if not slightly deviant, unable to imagine a woman already heavy with child wanting to have intercourse. Yet, here she was, at a point in her pregnancy where she was barely showing, and definitely not far enough along to slow her down very much, discovering that she had developed a libido that surpassed anything that she could recall from her most ardent adolescent days.

Still, it was with some surprise that she realized that she was slowly stroking herself toward another orgasm. She pulled her hand away guilty, glancing over to make certain that her sudden movement had not awakened David. He did not stir, but continued to breathe slowly and evenly in sleep.

Wendy let out of a low, almost silent, breath of relief. It did little, though, to soothe her unfilled desire.

A shower. A cold shower.

She had never tried it herself, but it was a common enough recommendation for men. As far as she knew, there was no medical proof to support it, but then it was not something that she had ever bothered to research in any depth. Any man she had invited into her bed who suffered from a similar problem she preferred to treat with a more personal approach.

Rising to sit on the edge of bed, she turned and looked at David once more, silently wishing that he would awaken so that she could satisfy herself the way that she truly wanted to.

I could wait, I suppose . . .

It seemed like a sound proposal, but her need felt more urgent than that. Staring at David, memories of the night came back to her once more. They served not only to further add to the growing warmth between her legs, but tightness within her breasts as well. Those sensations, she knew, were in no way related to the changes her body was undergoing during pregnancy.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

Some time later, David lay beside her, breathing heavily in sleep. Wendy smiled drowsily, having dozed off for a bit herself. She suspected that she had truly worn him out, even as young as he was. For herself, she felt sated . . . for the first time in almost as long as she could remember.

No, she decided. Something more than that . . .

After David had gotten over his initial apprehension, after much teasing and only a little coaxing from her, he had responded to her fully. He was present in their lovemaking, his mind and thoughts focused solely on her and them, not dividing themselves between the actions of their bodies and other events of the day or, worse yet, images of other lovers—real or imagined.

Had she not already been pregnant, Wendy wondered whether she would have allowed David to impregnate her. Their age differences aside—which were, in reality, truly not that great—she was not certain that he was prepared to start a family just yet. Upon learning that she was pregnant was his child, he might opt to do the “noble” thing and propose marriage, but she did not want him to feel forced into that choice.

It was all academic anyway, she knew, for the child now growing within her was not any more his than it was Greg’s. The difference was that she had not yet disabused Greg of the idea that it was his. She felt sharp pangs of guilt when she considered that, and has reflected more than once on why she had deferred that.

It’s not as if our relationship is that great any more . . .

The thought of raising the child alone did not worry her. There was room in the clinic for a crib or playpen—not a lot, granted, but enough while the child was still a non-mobile infant. Then, she knew from the experience of others, was when it became much more complicated.

Wendy stretched carefully, trying very hard not to disturb David’s sleeping form, although she suspected that it would take far than that to awaken him from his exhausted slumber. Pangs of mild discomfort made themselves known throughout her body. There were parts of her anatomy that had not been that heavily exercised in a very long time—a few she could not recall having ever been that thoroughly stimulated. She had no regrets and those minor—and temporary—discomforts had been well worth the price.

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“Lorelei?”

Kelly’s voice penetrated her reverie. Lorelei realized that that the girl had called out her name more than once before finally gaining her attention. She turned toward Kelly without really looking at her.

“Are you sure you’re all right?” The girl’s voice and expression bore touches of both concern and disquiet.

“I don’t know,” Lorelei said once again. Her voice remained low and quiet. She was distantly surprised at her inability to issue a wittier response.

Kelly shifted uneasily. “I’d better go,” she said, her voice cracking slightly. “I’m sure he’ll be all right . . .”

She trailed off at Lorelei’s expression. Swallowing hard, she looked away and headed away. Lorelei wondered what the girl had seen in her expression, because she did not think that she had reacted at all.

Maybe that’s what scared her . . .

Lorelei remained there, torn. She did not know whether she should go see Sean or not. Given their recent separation, she feared that it might send the wrong message.

But I do still care, damn it!

She was surprised at the intensity of her anger that accompanied that realization. What she could not decide was whether that anger was directed more at herself than at Sean. She did know, though, that she would not be able to handle it should she go there to discover that he had not survived.

#

“Do you have them?” Wendy asked.

Her mouth felt dry and she could feel her pulse beating far too fast.

David watched her uncertainly as he slipped his hand into his coat. When he withdrew it, his fingers remained wrapped firmly around the object he had extracted from its pocket. Wendy waited impatiently, her eyes on his closed fist, trying not to fidget nervously.

“I could get into big trouble for this,” he whispered hoarsely, his voice cracking. His hesitancy, though, sounded less sincere to Wendy than his curiosity.

She smiled at him warmly, hoping to reassure him. “You can always tell them you were under a doctor’s orders.” She grinned playfully.

She could see his acceptance of her story as a possible explanation—should one be needed. David relaxed and opened his hand. The set of security cuffs fell into her waiting palm. She studied them with a smile.

“Do you have the key?”

“There isn’t one,” he explained, sounding suddenly very professional. “It has locking controls here.”

He flipped the cuffs over and showed her the small buttons mounted below the clasps.

“Smart,” she remarked. “No keys to lose.”

“Exactly,” David chuckled, his smile returning.

“What if they get stuck?”

David laughed a little louder. “We still have saws.”

Wendy winced at that. She played the cuffs over in her hands, looking them over. Her smile slowly returned. She reached out suddenly and pushed hard against his chest. Although he out-massed her, she caught him by surprise and he stumbled backward onto the bed.

Before he could react, she was on top of him, staring down at him. She raised the cuffs, dangling them above his face.

“I believe you’re under arrest,” she said with mock seriousness, trying very hard not to grin. “Prepare to be searched and interrogated.”

Shattered Bonds (continued)

“Lorie,” she said with puzzled concern. “I have no idea what you’re talking about. There’s no one else here.”

“They took him,” Lorelei explained. Her voice sounded eerily distant. “In the ambulance.”

“Where?”

Lorelei shrugged, looking toward the empty pathway, not at Kelly. “I don’t know,” she said. “The clinic, I guess.”

“Did you go there?”

Shaking her head slowly, Lorelei stared at the ground. “No.”

“Why not?”

Lorelei only sighed.

“I thought you two were—“

“We were.”

“Then why didn’t you go?”

“Were,” Lorelei repeated.

It took a moment for Kelly to comprehend her meaning.

“Oh.” There was a long pause and the Kelly added, “Then you aren’t going to go see him?”

Lorelei turned and stared at Kelly. She could not decide whether the young woman was stupid or just incredibly insensitive.

“I don’t know,” Lorelei admitted, surprising even herself.

The two girls stood in awkward silence for several long moments.

“You think he got beat up or something?” Kelly asked.

Lorelei breathed out a slow sigh. She did not want the girl to go away as much as she wanted her to shut up.

“I don’t know,” Lorelei replied quietly. “It looked like it.”

“Wow,” Kelly breathed. “I wonder who did it.”

Lorelei looked thoughtfully off into the distance. She had not gotten that far in her own thinking.

Sean had his share of both friends and enemies, she knew. Lorelei could believe, though, that any member of the latter group would attempt to inflect that kind of damage to him. She wondered if someone might have been jealous of her somewhat steady relationship with him. It had hardly been an exclusive arrangement, however—and that had been no secret either, she suspected.

Boys talk.

She had satisfied the desires of two or three other boys—or was it four?—during the past few months. Unless she was just completely repulsed by him for some reason, he would have had to do little more than to express an interest in her and he would likely have found her in his bed at the next convenient opportunity.

Was that it? she wondered. Someone who was unwilling to settle for less than exclusive rights to her body?

The thought disturbed her.

It’s not like we’d be married or anything . . .

She silently prayed that she was not somehow the cause of the brutality that had been inflicted upon Sean.

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She started after the cart and then stopped herself. Being presence would raise too many questions—none of which she felt like answering right then. She had separated herself from Sean besides.

Then does it hurt so damned much to see him like that? What if he . . . ?

She stopped the thought there. The idea that he might not survive made her want to throw up.

What the hell . . . ?

She sagged against the side of a building, breathing slowly, and waited for the nausea to pass. It did, quickly, but it still left her feeling slightly vertiginous. Her mind felt detached from her body, floating free above it.

“Lorie?”

Lorelei started at the voice, even as quiet as it was. She turned her head slowly, needing a moment to focus on and recognize the face. It belonged to Kelly Asago. A year or two younger than Lorelei, she had dark hair that hung in long curling waves that spoke of a Western European heritage on Earth. Her eyes and face, though, carried the signs that a recent ancestor had come from somewhere in the eastern part of Asia.

“Yeah?” Lorelei answered weakly, not certain that she had spoken at all.

“Are you all right? You look . . . funny.”

Lorelei stared at Kelly as if she did not understand the girl’s question. She had, of course, but her mind was having difficulty processing it enough to form a suitable answer.

“Yeah,” Lorelei repeated. Then, more urgently, she added, “Did you see what happened? Was there some kind of a fight?”

It was Kelly’s turn now to stare at Lorelei. Her bewildered expression plainly revealed that she was mystified by Lorelei questions.

“What fight?” she finally asked aloud. “What are you talking about?”

Lorelei stared at the path that the ambulance cart had traveled and then at Kelly.

“You didn’t see him?” Lorelei insisted, her voice rising. At the girl’s blank look, she amended, “Sean.”

Kelly’s face blossomed into an expression of alarm. “What happened to him?”

Lorelei sagged slightly, realizing that she would get no answers here. “I don’t know,” she answered in a voice that was almost a whisper.

Kelly studied Lorelei and then looked around the immediate area, clearly confused.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

A sharp spray of water sounded against something large and hollow. Lorelei guessed that was someone washing out large storage containers from the colony’s shared kitchen. That sound she knew from the times when she had not been able to dodge her turn at community kitchen duty.

From further away came the sound of heavy pieces of metal coming into contact with one another. Someone was constructing or repairing something large at the colony’s single machine shop. The rhythm of the sound might have been soothing had it not struck such a seemingly discordant tone on its downbeat.

Lorelei moved out from the shade, unable to rub away the chill. It was only slightly warmer out in the sunlight. She walked across the paved pathway, moving slowly in the general direction of the dining hall.

There would be young men there, she knew, almost any of whom would be more than willing to gain first-hand knowledge of what lie underneath her tunic and trousers. The prospect both excited and repelled her. She was not accustomed to being at odds with her own desires. So far, she had been unable to reconcile the source of her emotional malaise. She suspected that her mind had been surreptitiously avoiding it, sending her thoughts off in other directions when she veered too near the truth.

She was within sight of the dining hall, spying about a half dozen people gathered in a loose group outside it, when she heard the distinctive sound of the ambulance cart approaching again. It was moving at close to its top speed. Lorelei supposed that meant that whoever it was carrying was in serious condition.

There’s no point in speeding home with a corpse, is there? She wondered sourly.

That the body in the transport hammock was not shrouded supported her theory. She was close enough that she was able to get a clear glimpse of the person’s face, more from idle curiosity than from any real interest. Although it took more than a moment to fully register on her consciousness, that momentary look was enough stop her heart.

Sean?

She tried to dismiss it as an inaccurate conclusion, but the image in her mind was too clear. It had been Sean’s face she had seen—bloodied and bruised, but definitely his.

Oh my god, what happened to him?

Brawls among the young men were infrequent, but not all that uncommon—and Sean had been known to have instigated at least half as many as he had been involved in. This time, though, it looked as if someone had beaten him more severely even than that.

He’s alive, Lorelei told herself, forcing herself to breathe. He must be alive. Otherwise they wouldn’t have carrying him like that.

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Her mother, in particular, seemed intent on prying into her every activity, ready to pass judgment on its appropriateness or morality. Lorelei knew that other parents did the same thing, but none of them, as far she was aware, with the same intense pious conviction as her mother.

Lorelei often wondered whether her mother’s religious attitudes had blossomed as a result of her father’s disappearance. In her less charitable moods, she opined—sometimes aloud—whether her father had left to escape them. Her mother refused to respond to those jabs and her father, of course, was no longer around to ask.

She paused in the shade of one of the storage buildings. The sun was not particularly, but it provided shelter from the breeze that had begun to chill her bare skin. She had dressed in short sleeves, not having planned to spend that much time roaming around outdoors. Rubbing her exposed upper arms lightly, she waited for the friction of her movements to warm them. Her hands were next, although that was more from reflex than actual need.

Shouting sounded briefly from somewhere nearby. It seemed to have come from somewhere too close to be the site of the emergency. The voices quieted before Lorelei could identify them, or determine which direction they had come from. She realized, though, that if she remained where she was, she would have a good view of whoever it was as they passed by on their way toward the clinic. It was not that she was all that interested, but it would be a reason to remain there rather try to figure else where else to be.

Noises from other parts of the compound filtered to her. Most of the sounds were familiar to her from repetition.

Someone’s processing some kind of grain, she guessed. Or having some kind of serious engine trouble with something.

The metallic ring of something being struck with a hard object was probably someone repairing or replacing the exterior plates on the side of a structure.

At least they’re not drilling or welding it . . .

Both of those sounds made her teeth ache, mostly from the way she clenched her jaw when she heard them. She had tried to keep herself from doing it, but it required great effort to do so, as it seemed to be some kind of strange instinctive reaction.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

Several meters ahead of her, several people rushed quickly across her path. At least two of them, she saw, were from the security force and another one carried a medical case. They were headed toward the northern section of the compound.

That could be anyone, she decided.

Lorelei gave the matter only a scant slice of her attention. Several families lived in that area of compound, very few of whom she associated with. There was one boy who she had half-heartedly tried to pursue. There was someone about his sister, though, that made Lorelei easy, almost as if she could read her thoughts. Lorelei had snared Sean and, with only mild reluctance, let the matter drop.

She continued walking slowly, in no hurry to be anywhere. Going home held little appeal. Her mother was not working a shift that day. Lorelei guessed that she had remained home, for her mother rarely left the house except for when they needed food or other household supplies. Lorelei considered heading for the dining hall, but there would be other people there and she was not feeling very social.

That’s the problem with this place, she considered irritably. There’s nowhere you can go to be alone.

There were, she knew, places outside the compound where solitude was possible. The aliens tended not to venture out much unless there were canvassing for fruit or roots. Getting out, though, would require clearance through one of the secured gates, along with an authorized justification—which she did not have—as well as a logged record of her departure and return.

Lorelei paused as she saw the ambulance cart move past, following the same path as the small group of people had a few minutes earlier.

Whatever it is, she thought, it must be serious.

Even when not in her present melancholy state, the activities of the colony’s emergency response team were of little interest to her. Other people’s problems were none of her business, as far as she was concerned, even if the sentiment was clearly not reciprocated by most of the families—especially the parents­—of the colony.

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Shalene nodded slowly.

Wendy’s hand gripped her hand carefully. She studied Shalene’s face, looking over the long red bruises that lined her cheeks.

“Are you sure?” she asked gently, giving the girl another chance to speak, hopefully without feeling as she was being interrogated.

Shalene nodded again. The motion of her head slowed as if she were a child’s doll that had run out of power.

“Shalene,” Wendy said cautiously. “Can you tell me what happened?”

Shalene said nothing for a long moment. Wendy could see she her struggling with it and was afraid that she might try to shut it away. As if a dam had burst inside Shalene, though, the story spilled out of the young woman.

Wendy listened, saying nothing, but nodding silently to encourage for her to continue. She continued to hold Shalene’s hand, but it took great willpower not to grip it more tightly as her anger built. Although she did not believe that she was entirely successful in masking her reactions, Shalene was too absorbed in recounting her version of the events to comment on it.

When the girl finished her story, Wendy allowed Shalene to fall into her arms. Wendy held her, letting Shalene cry into her shoulder. Feeling slightly awkward about it, she reached up and stroked the hair along the back of the girl’s head, feeling the raised bump where it had struck the floor.

That’s going to smart for a while, Wendy thought, making a mental note to add a mild analgesic to the medications she was going to give the girl shortly.

Wendy continued to hold her, wishing that one of the girl’s parents would arrive so that she could begin to assess the young woman’s physical injuries. The emotional ones would be more difficult to treat.

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Lorelei walked across the compound back toward the house that she shared with her mother. She was distracted, trying to understand why she had decided to deflect Devon Price’s advances. Sure, he had been more than just slightly boorish about it, but then so were almost of the boys close to her age. It was all part of the adolescent ritual and she was usually more than willing to play along. Ever since she had broken it off with Sean—although exactly what it had been was never entirely clear to her—she had found her interest in random hookups lagging.

Her desire remained strong. She still longed for the sensations of feeling someone within her, riding the waves of ecstasy until they crested and broke, leaving her dazed and breathless. Pleasuring herself had taken the edge from her need, but had not diminished it entirely. It was as though Sean had been that skilled a lover. He had, in fact, not been. He had been capable, certainly, but she had decided that was not enough. What it was she truly wanted, though, even Lorelei was not certain.

Shattered Bonds (continued)

Grabbing an apple as she exited the clinic, she latched and locked the door behind her. She began munching on it as she strode quickly to the other end of the compound. Her thoughts wandered through possible scenarios of what she would discover when she arrived at the house.

Shalene? Had something happened to her?

Her brother, despite not sharing his sister’s disadvantage, had managed to suffer more than his fair share of troublesome injuries. If was not as though Shalene had escaped medical attention entirely, for she had experienced her share of typical minor illnesses, but had somehow managed to reach adolescence surprisingly unscathed otherwise.

Her brother then? But why at the house? Wouldn’t he be at—

Wendy’s thoughts were disrupted as she bit down on a seed. She accidentally swallowed it before she realized what it was.

Oh great . . . now I’ll have a tree growing inside my stomach.

The childhood memory of that tale brought her a light smile. It faded abruptly, though, when she saw the small crowd gathered outside the Roberson dwelling. Whatever had happened had drawn the attention of several additional members of the colony. Despite feeling winded from the brisk walk, she pushed her into the house, although she did have to work very hard at it; most of the people automatically shifted out of her way.

She saw Greg ahead of her, but he did not turn around to see her arrive. He paused inside the common room and then dashed quickly toward the stairway, shouting something she could not hear clearly enough to understand to someone she could not see.

Wendy began to follow him. She stopped suddenly, surprised to see Shalene sitting alone at the family’s share comm and computer center. The young woman sat hunched over with her arms hugged around her abdomen. Wendy saw a bright red bruise along the girl’s cheeks and noticed that her tunic seemed to be torn.

She moved forward slowly, keeping her voice low and gentle as she approached.

“Shalene?” She called out softly.

The young woman did not respond.

“Shalene?” she repeated, just slightly louder.

She reached out and lightly took the girl’s hand. The young woman’s head lifted.

“Are you okay?”

Shattered Bonds (continued)

Glancing out into the waiting area, she saw that bowl held plenty of fresh fruit. It would be a healthy choice, but she knew that it would do little to quell the craving her body had for protein. What she really wanted was maybe some kind of nuts, such as peanuts or almonds, but there were probably none in the colony’s stores—there rarely were.

The colonists had attained only limited success in getting most of nut-bearing bushes and trees to grow on this world. What small yields they had managed to achieve had done so chiefly through the application of complex hydroponics—so far too time intensive to make them a practical staple. Despite decades of study, the colony’s botanists were still not sure why these particular kinds of plants tended to grow so poorly. The most commonly held theories involved missing elements in the soil, but nothing conclusive had yet to be proven. With the variety of crops that would grow here, cultivation of these foods had become a hobbyist activity.

Wendy tried to recall if she had ferreted away a small stash of other snacks somewhere in the clinic, but she could remember where they were if she had.

I suppose I could wander over to the community hall. I’m not expecting any—

Her thought was interrupted by a shrill chime coming from her comm station. She peered at it in confusion at first, wondering if it was yet another malfunction, and then realized that it was the emergency alert signal. It was rarely used; the compound was small enough that assistance was available usually well within shouting distance. The last time Wendy could remember hearing it had been . . .

Answer the damned thing!

Wendy tapped the response key.

“This is Dr. Aimes.”

“Wendy,” a not-quite-familiar voice came over the speaker. “You’re needed for a medical emergency at the Roberson house.”

Wendy ran a quick mental list of the members of that household: Shalene, her parents, and her brother. None of them suffered from any serious medical conditions.

Some kind of accident?

“What happened?”

There was a long pause before the voice returned.

“Greg says to bring your trauma kit.”

Wendy’s throat tightened with all of the implications of that short statement.

Trauma kit. So it’s bad.

“Acknowledged,” she responded. “I’m on my way.”

She switched off the communications unit.

Why is Greg there? And why do they need both of us?

She puzzled over this while she went and retrieved the trauma kit from its cabinet. An uneasy sensation of foreboding began to fill her, despite her best efforts not to imagine the worst. The fact that they needed both of the colony’s physicians there, however, was a clear sign that the situation was extremely serious.

Heroic Measures (continued)

Walter stared back at him, puzzled even as he felt his stomach tighten into a solid knot. He started to look at Vivian when he heard it, loud even over the sounds of the rain and wind. Thunder blotted it out for a moment, but in the quiet that followed he it came to him clearly.

It was the sound of machinery and voices. The throats they came from did not sound human, or, if they ever had been, they no longer were. Walter did not have to imagine what they looked like, for he had fought and fled them before out in the streets. From what he could hear—and what Red must have seen—their numbers were no fewer around the eastern perimeter of the institute.

“We’ve got to find another way,” Vivian whispered.

“I couldn’t agree more,” Red replied. “And quickly.”

He turned, gesturing for the other two to begin heading back the way that they had come. None of them had taken more than two steps when the far opening filled with a cascade of moving shadows.

“Or not,” Red whispered hoarsely.

Glancing back over his shoulder at the street now behind them, Walter could see him calculating their chances if they chose to make a break for it. Walter was pretty sure that the odds were hopelessly against them, but he hoped that Red might have find an option that he could not see.

“Go!” Red shouted to Vivian, pointing upward. “We’ll cover and then follow you.”

Walter looked up, judging the height of the five-story building. He wondered whether there was enough juice left in his boots to get him up there. There were no ladders or window bars that he could that might function as handholds he could use if he only make it part of the way.

Vivian’s gaze followed us own. Her reluctance was evident in her expression.

“Go!” Red repeated, more urgently now.

Walter met her eyes and nodded quickly. “Go,” he echoed. “We’ll be right behind you. Find us a good spot.” He forced a smile that he hoped reflected a confidence that he did not feel.

Vivian looked close to tears, although Walter hoped it was just a reflection of the light.

“GO!” Red shouted again.

The shadows were moving closer. Walter could hear them now.

With a grim expression, Vivian put her wings into motion, rising slowly, but quickly gathering speed. She was approached the fourth set of windows when Walter heard her cry out. Her body jerked sharply and she began to plummet.

Walter raced to catch her, but something hit him across the waist, knocking him hard again the building. He struggled for breath, willing his paralyzed diaphragm to function. Gray haze clouded the edges of his vision before he was able to breathe again.

He gasped, trying to free himself so that he could get to Vivian. She was hidden from him by the press of creatures around him. He dispatched several with poorly aimed charges, encouraged to see bright flares of light come from Red’s position. They were badly outnumbered, though, and weary. Walter found it more and more difficult to initiate each charge.

A strange, almost strangled sound came from Red’s location. Walter turned to look, but could find no flash of energy to help him get his bearings on where Red might be. He deflected an arm that attempted to grab him and dispatched another one of the creatures with a close-range bolt to the face. The next one he missed entirely as his vantage point suddenly changed abruptly.

It took Walter only a moment to realize that he was being lifted into the air. He tried to struggle, but was unable to find the energy to do more than just squirm. He considered just going limp, to make himself more difficult to carry, but that must have been exactly what they had been expecting. They lifted him high and then, just when Walter thought they might carry him away instead, tossed him into the shadows.

A bright blaze of light flared within his head as he slammed against something that rang with a deep metallic echo. That was the last thing he saw before darkness reclaimed him entirely.

Heroic Measures (continued)

Walter tried to listen, but this headset, particularly with the adjustments that Red had made to it, effectively muffled his hearing beyond more than a meter away. He saw Red lean forward toward the opening of the alleyway, clearing to listen past the rainfall. Walter moved up next to him, peering into the rain-drenched darkness. Still unable to hear anything besides the sharp trickle of the rain dripping from the building’s masonry, Walter reached for his headset and started to pull it away.

A hand gripped his firmly, locking his arm in place with his fingertips just brushing the surface of the earpiece. Walter turned his head to see Red shake his slowly. It took Walter a moment, and then he realized what he had nearly done. He gave Red a weak smile of contrition and, once Red had released it, let his hand drop.

“We have enough trouble with the voices in your head,” Red quipped in a prison yard whisper.

Walter was not so fatigued that he could not manage to roll his eyes. He was surprised at the effort it took, though, to do so.

Red smiled back at him with genuine reassurance. His expression sobered then. He held his finger to his lips, making sure that Walter understood, and then removed it and peered out just beyond the edge of the building.

For several moments, nothing happened. Walter was growing tired of allowing the rain to drip from the eaves onto him. Water-resistant or not, he wondered whether his outfit had been designed to take this kind of treatment.

Maybe it’s like those watches: water-resistant is not the same as waterproof. I’m probably going to look like a giant prune when I finally get out of this thing. They’ll probably have to scrape it off—

He saw Red stiffen suddenly, becoming as still as if he had been transformed into stone. That he could still see Red’s eyes move, as well as his chest, told Walter that it was only an impression.

He must have seen something . . . something definitely “not good”.

With barely perceptible speed, Red brought himself back into the shadowed haven of the alleyway.

“Remember that secret back route into the institute?” Red whispered.

Walter glanced at Vivian and then back at Red, nodding slowly. He knew of it, having even used it on at least two occasions that he could immediately remember.

“It’s not so secret anymore.”

Walter dodged ahead to see for himself, but was blocked by Red’s arm.

“Trust me, Walt,” Red said. The dismay in his eyes told Walter that he was telling the truth.

Heroic Measures (continued)

Red pulled him into the shadows, passing through swathes of brightness of lightning ignited once more from above. Walter felt each strike as a searing stab through his mind, similar to a migraine, but it faded quickly to a dull ache. The adjustment that Red had made his headset seemed to be working.

They passed into another alleyway, headed for the street beyond. From what Walter could tell, they were heading deeper into the city, but away from the institute’s main entrance. A dark shape detached itself from the shadows. It was upon Walter before he realized that it was there.

His hands rose in defense, but fatigue and exhaustion dulled his reactions. Its arms were wrapped around him before he could respond. He was just beginning to realize how relatively weak its hold was on him when he felt something warm and moist against his mouth. His arm swung backward, ready to strike, when a familiar scent triggered on his consciousness. Before he could resolve his conflicting reactions, the pressure on his mouth eased.

“Oh god, Walter,” he heard Vivian say. She seemed nearly breathless with relief—or possibly from this unexpected kiss, Walter could not be sure. “You’re safe.”

Walter could only nod, feeling the warm, slightly sweet taste of her still on his lips.

“It’s a long story . . .” he began, finding his voice once.

“And you can tell us it later,” Red interjected, reappearing to tug on Walter’s arm. “We’re not safe here.”

Vivian gave Walter a lingering glance before turning away and darting in the direction that Red had indicated. Walter stared after her for a moment, still feeling slightly mystified. Red tugged on him again, bringing him fully back into the moment. Walter blinked several times at him and then shook his head to clear it.

“Good,” Red encouraged him. “Now move!”

Red broke into a fast trot. Walter remained close behind, keeping pace.

They met up with Vivian at the other end. She had stopped, remaining hidden within the angular shadows at the alleyway’s opening.

“I may have heard something,” she whispered, barely audible over the sound of the dripping rain. “I’m not sure.”