The return address was smeared, its label badly abraded by rough handling. He had been expecting some deliveries, but by his calculation it was far too soon for any of them to have arrived. Rudy turned the box over in his hands, examining it more closely for any signs of who might have sent it. He could find none. It was a standard brown box, with its only identifying marks being those from the box manufacturer, who provided no clue at all to the sender’s identity.
The box was curiously heavy for its size—not exceptionally so, but more than Rudy would have expected. He shook it experimentally, cautiously. Nothing rattled within it.
Not parts, he concluded. Nothing broken.
Frowning, he quickly surveyed the exterior of the box one more time, but found nothing new to reveal its contents or source. Deciding that the only way to find out for certain was to open it, he placed the box on the table in front of him and used the tip of the ballpoint pen to slice through the sealing tape.
It opened easily. Parting the flaps, he discovered an envelope resting on a well-packed cylinder. On the corner of the envelope was printed a corporate logo that he recognized instantly. It matched the one on the forms he had just finished signing. Eyeing the cylinder with anticipation, he opened the envelope.
Dear Rudolph,
Welcome to the LogicTech family!
I am certain that, together, we can achieve great things. LogicTech has a long history of technical innovation and we are excited to have you join us to help us achieve still more.
Please find enclosed a welcoming gift. We hope you enjoy it.
Best regards and looking forward to long future of great things from you,
The scrawl below the salutation was illegible, but Rudy doubted that it was authentic in any case. Someone in the HR or PR department had probably scribbled it on some VP’s behalf. Still, it seemed like a nice gesture.
Tossing the letter lightly onto the table, he reached into the box and withdrew the cylinder. Held up close, he recognized it as the type usually intended to package expensive liquor. An emblem was embossed on the side and also in the center of the cap on the top. It looked familiar to him, somehow, but he could not immediately identify it.
He worked the end cap off and reached inside. His fingers encountered cool glass. He felt a tingle of anticipation as he gripped it and slowly withdrew it from the container. Turning the bottle so that he could see the label, he paused, letting out a soft whistle. He recognized the emblem now. It belonged to a brand of very expensive, limited edition artisan tequilas.
Lifting the bottle, he admired its contents in the light filtering in through the skylights. Here was something that he never would have indulged in by purchasing for himself, yet his new employer had sent him a bottle before he had officially worked even a single hour for them.
He cradled the bottle with both hands, studying the label. For a moment, he considered that it might be a less expensive knock-off, but everything about it seemed genuine, down to the certification band fastened across its top. Shaking his head slowly in amazement, he sat the bottle down carefully on the table. He picked up the box, checked to make sure that it contained nothing else.
Because, who knows, he thought with amusement. There might be keys to a brand-new Mercedes in there as well.
He was not particularly disappointed to discover that there was not, although he had heard that some of the LogicTech executives did have access to company cars. Pushing the now-empty box aside, he leaned back and studied the bottle again.
He really, really wanted to sample some. While he was not averse to drinking alone, although he tried to limit it to no more than one drink when he did, he felt that a treasure like this was meant to be shared.
Well, not too widely¸ he reasoned. The bottle was not that large, and he wanted it to last longer than a single night.
His son, away at college, would not be home before the holidays. Granted, that was only a few weeks away, but Rudy was certain that he did not want to wait that long before he sampled this incredible gift. Anita was off on a shopping weekend away with some girlfriends. The idea of it gave him a recurring stabbing pain, generally in region of his wallet. He was certain that he could hear the wounded cries from his credit cards every time his credit line was attacked.
Surprisingly, staring at the exquisitely designed bottle made him feel better about that. This was no trivial gesture, although he was certain that he would be working his ass off to earn it. From what he had heard, if the quarterly bonuses were also as generous as their employment gifts, his wife could go shopping on Rodeo Drive, for all he cared.
Okay, he conceded with a faint grimace. Maybe not Rodeo Drive . . .
He glanced at the clock. It was well after two o’clock in the afternoon, plenty late enough to consider having a drink.
Just a small one, he told himself, smiling with silent satisfaction at that compromise.
Rising from the couch, he picked up the bottle, and headed for the small wet bar built into the corner of the room. Adjacent to the large slab stone fireplace, the bar had been custom-built, with additional lighting and plumbing added. The space included a set of narrow shelves, constructed to be flush with the regular surface of the wall, and then finished to match the appearance of the bar itself. He carefully surveyed the short rows of neatly arranged sets of glasses there, trying to decide which of them would be an appropriate vessel for this fine nectar. It certainly deserved better than cheap shot glass.
His eyes lingered on a trio of small brandy snifters, passed down to him from his paternal grandfather. It had once been complete set of four, but one had been lost during the great Loma Prieta quake of ’89. They were not, perhaps, the proper kind of glass for that kind of liquor, but far more fitting.
Putting the bottle down, reached up and remove one of the glasses from the shelf and appraised it critically. A thin film of dust coated it, but he was pleased to see that it had not acquired any new cracks or chips. He rinsed it quickly in the small sink and then wiped it dry with one of the towels that he was certain was clean. Holding the glass up to the light, he inspected it again and then, satisfied, placed it carefully on the bar’s polished surface.
He looked at the arrangement of the glass and bottle, wondering if it were worthy of a picture.
That’s Anita’s thing, he decided with a shrug, and reached for the bottle.
Holding it once again, he found himself reluctant to open it. Once opened, it would not be long before it was gone.
Well, if this job turns out to be everything it looks like it will, I’ll just buy more, he decided with an expanding grin, and began to work the stopper from the bottle.
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He sniffed at the open neck of the bottle, feeling only slightly foolish. That was something one did with fine wines; he had never seen it done with other kinds of spirits before.
It smelled, well, like tequila. After a moment, though, he detected in its aroma a richness and complexity typically absent from the mass-produced brands. Although he had only inhaled its aroma, he could sense its flavors on his tongue.
There’s a name for that, he remembered. A flower? No. Something to do with Bible? A woman’s—
He stopped, convinced that his mind was heading down some ridiculous path in the desperate hope of finding the right answer.
Not import—Esters!
He did not recall all of the details, but knew that was the right word. That was what—whatever it was—that helped carry the taste and smell of the alcohol.
Feeling rather pleased with himself for remembering that small fact, Rudy poured a small amount of the pale transparent liquid into the snifter. Watching as it ran down into the glass, he admired the refraction of colors along its surface.
He replaced the stopper immediately, hoping that might deter him from more than this single sample of the fine liquor. Lifting the glass, swirling its contents in the reflected light as he might a fine brandy or exceptional petite syrah, he studied its color and viscosity. The memory of its scent still lingered on this tongue, but was fading quickly. He lifted the glass to his lips, wondering whether he should savor or, as should really be done, down it all in a single swallow.
In the end, he compromised. He took the entire contents of the glass into his mouth at once, but allowed it to linger along his tongue before it made its way down his throat. It burned slightly going down, as he expected it would, but the overall effect was smooth and wholly satisfying. A soft burst of warmth radiated from somewhere within his abdomen, spreading outward like a patch of early autumn sunlight. The sensation faded slowly, lengthening the moments of its passage.
When it was gone, Rusty glanced wistfully at the bottle. He reminded himself of his silent pledge, and tried to convince himself that, while subsequent tastings might be nearly as extraordinary, none would have the same impact as the first.
With a quiet sigh, he rinsed out the glass and left it in the small sink to wash later. He moved the bottle to one corner of the bar, against the wall, out of immediate sight. He planned to lock it away with some of his other prized liquors, but did not have the key to the locking storage cabinet. Taking one more yearning look at the elegant bottle, he turned and headed for the stairs that led to his master bedroom.
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By having a chance to linger in his mouth, the special blend of toxins begins to enter his bloodstream more quickly, like a pill dissolving on one’s tongue. He barely notices its taste, mixed as it was with the strong flavors of the aged tequila. As he climbs the stairs, his heart rate increases slightly, speeding the toxic elixir’s dispersion throughout his body.
He dismisses the mild, almost imperceptible tingling sensations as an effect of the tequila. He does not realize that it is his capillaries weakening, his nerve cells dying. The odd haze that lurks at the edges of his mind he attributes to intoxication, although he is mildly surprised at its intensity for so small a sample.
Need to watch out for that stuff, he tells himself.
As he completes the thought, the words threaten to separate themselves from it, and then from their own meanings.
And not on an empty stomach, he adds, amending his previous caution.
The self-imposed warning comes too late—much too late. The consumption of solid food might have delayed what comes next, but it would not have prevented it. In fact, it might likely have made it far worse.
He stops in mid-stride, wincing. Someone unseen has driven a slender molten spike into his belly. The pain astonishes him. It is unlike anything he has ever experienced before. He stumbles, reaching for the bed. His effort fails. His muscles, receiving scrambled and incomplete instructions from his brain, fail to respond as they should. He tumbles to the floor, barely able to roll onto to his back in time to prevent from smashing his nose against the carpeted floor. The effort required to invoke that basic reflex seems incredible.
Lying on the floor, he stares at the sloped ceiling many feet above him. Its details seem fuzzier than he remembers them being. Moisture at the corners of his mouth makes him believe that he is drooling. Only when he tastes the tang of salt does he realize that it is blood. He wonders whether he hit the floor harder than he had thought . . . or perhaps the bed.
He struggles to understand, to bring some kind of comprehension to what it is happening to him. His thoughts dart and dissolve as he attempts to gather them.
A stroke. I’ve had a stroke.
He tries to turn his head, to locate a telephone, but it barely moves. That small motion is enough, though, for the room spins wildly around him. It lasts only a moment. He is surprised that vertigo was not the result, but his body seems incapable of responding normally to any sensation.
Anita. Peter.
No one will come. Not for many hours. He is alone.
He is not even certain that he is still within his body, for he could feel almost nothing. The tingling is gone. It has been replaced by . . . nothing. He can still feel the pain within him, but even that now feels distant and muted.
Dark patches form within the haze that now inhabits his vision. He sees only vague shapes now. There is almost no color. There is agony in his chest. He thinks he should cry out, but the pain . . . the pain . . . it evaporates almost as he feels it. Each moment brings it back anew.
He cannot breathe. No amount of mental effort he exerts can overcome that. His heart no longer beats; he is certain of it. Agony is only companion as his awareness fades.
The darkness devours him.